wandering through the landscape of my mind
i feel lost here
ideas abound
creative concepts float
yet i am alone
yearn for company
so alone
the music playing offers no comfort tonight
the silence around me is deafening
struck with a thought that hurts
a few actually
then some more
i clear my landscape
try to start over
they return
i run
being stalked by these painful thougts
they track me like wolves
surrounding me
backing me into a corner
i am made to face them
............
the maze of my mind
filled with darkness
depressing lack of light
haunted by bad choices
paranoid of the concequences
ones i pay for now....
some yet to come
...............
my creative mind
you want it?
im weary of it
"you have a great imagination"
ill trade it in for a boring one
especially tonight
..........
earlier surrounded by friends
now...
here i sit alone in the dark
slapping away at this keyboard
wishing i could drain the pain of
an almost forgotten hate...
creeps
grows
that face
those feelings
clawing their way into my mind
so easy to give in
get pissed off
that is where i am comfortable
"when empty, dispose of me properly"
we joke about it at lunch
a friend and i
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